moved.
http://onwritingandrighting.wordpress.com

sick.

what is wrong.
how about restarting everything all over again
if only the reset button exists for this life.

but i think it'll have no difference.
i am bounded by these walls and will always be.
withstand everything along the way and not a single pain nor tear.

how about being independent?
does it equal to doing everything by yourself?
does it mean having to pretend you're okay when you're not.
does it mean putting up an okay face when sometimes you just feel like
running off alone to a place where no one is.

its as if i have to keep changing the trust i put in others.

just another half hour of thoughts. :/

thankful for those who made things better.
and i know i suck at being decisive and i hate being placed in between everything.




I always wonder; is it ever worth it?
To try and strive to be ever so perfect?

Who determines what perfect is and what isn't?
Who truly is so happy and lives so pleasant?

To realize our bad, and promise to never do it again,
But then again, we're only humans in the end.

its great to know there are people who would be there to save you from your stormy days.

Havn't been updating this space much.
Guess there's no time and not much happening lately.
Days are plainly repetition and thoughts are unstable.

jts, ttc, can we have another one soon?

hang around, just don't drift.

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i think i get sad too easily. over light things including tutorials :[
its demoralising knowing everything is wrong and not knowing how to even begin a question.
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Back from the best class gathering!
Met tiong, zen and sendysands! and went to start on our gp project, and darren (tiong's nephew) is very naughty but cute. hahaha

Made our way to sengkang for 1708 steamboat at roy's place!
Steamboat was really nice, depending it was my first time. but the companion was better of course.
I think we ate for quite long, then some games which included slapping of hands...and charades for sure!
roy upload the photos quick and i'll soon pass you my thumbdrive to steal those photos..

great end to a great day!

one day i feel so happy.
the next day i feel like crap.
i should have known.

life sucks to have people like you around.

oh please cancel jcts. -.-

 Floorball camp yesterday or I would say a quarter camp and the rest chalet.
Didn't expect it to be as good and fun as it is :) and enjoyed myself truly! well, after jcts/prelims/A's we'll have more of it!
Yes, I was reluctant to go initially, cos you know, June Holidays, mugging marathon for a month... but decided to spare this two days!
And I think I did make the right decision..haha i enjoyed the company alot.
Race to costa sands, soccer til dark, barbeque and camwhoring, ghost stories in chalet, getting afraid by ourselves, walking in even numbers..haha, slacking in macs at early morning, bathing at only 4am, sleeping 4 hours, sharing the bed with so many people..was kind of gay, watching movie, and more fun!
Its the company that made it enjoyable. enjoyed it!

needs rest. much now!

(photo from TJChoir Concert @ VCH)